Thank God It’s Friday! I am exhausted. Utterly spent. I’ve alternately cringed from my calamitous past and braced for the inevitable catastrophic future to the point I’m “glowing” from the effort. I give up, Lord. Uncle. You win. I think I’ve had all the lessons I want and I’m ready to move directly to blessings, thank you very much. I’m out of ideas, plans, schemes, dreams and steam. I’ll admit I’ve always had everything I need and a lot of what I want and you’ve never let me down before, but, Yahweh, old friend, I don’t see where you’re going with this thing right now, so I’m letting go of the wheel and trusting you to make it through the fog. I’m tired of this eddy and I’ll go back to the main current of the Tao any old time You’re ready. I don’t mean to be an ingrate because you’ve really been swell and I’ve probably already got it better than I deserve and all, but I sure could use a little encouragement right now, you know?
Pretty cheeky posting this in an electrical storm with lightning flashing across the sky, I guess, but, after all, I was looking for a sign.
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